this song(journey) by angela zhang reali describes my feelings now

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent driffing on
Through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter , I know I will cry
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understand
don't even know why I do the things I do when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down this walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey
till I feel that I'm worth the price
You paid for me on calvary beaneath those stromy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control
IT's a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you...to you

i'm think i'm spreading myself too thin. losing my identity, wad i believe and who i'm suppose to be. i feel like a lost sheep just roaming about, aimlessly.