i think i screwed up my chem and gp test big time.





impromptu decision to meet kang today to go to the really gigantic giant at tampines to get her fbt. wanted to get one myself too but it make my tighs look really fat. dined at ikea. everytime i go there i just wanna gobble up the whole cafe. no, not even that serious food poisoning can stop me from eatting at ikea. i love the poached salmon, meatballs, potato salad and soft ice cream. THE SOFT ICE CREAM. drools. this make me think of einny and her food porn obession with macarons. anyway the next time i'm going, i'm so gonna try the apple pie.

somehow going to ikea on a weekday night is actually fun. mayb cause the place is so big and empty. it's like a big playground plus there's the air-con.


i think we look damn retarted.


tmr's sports day and i'm so gonna get sun burnt again. argh i hate it. makes my face look like a baboon ass and so itchy.

alright just a short rant before studying for chem test.

i guess i'm really a bad student eh? lao shi told me that i'm not attentive in class and always do the wrong things at the wrong time in front of the whole class. not just my class but s-something else too. but who blames me? i mean in 4e4 who the hell actually listen to the teachers?! we just do our own things u know. after that nickson was asking whos going for the shangdong trip and i said i wanted to go. and guess wad she said? this is exactly wad she said,

"you're horrible! i will not recommend u."

froze.

stab in heart.

guess i have to pull up my socks and prove to her that i can be good if i really wanna go for the trip. watch out. cause i'll shock u with my guai-ness.

ok this is lame.

thanks for all the concerns peeps! sorry to make u guys worried =( i'm almost fully recovered but doc ordered me not to "run around here and there too much" i've got so much on my plate i think i barely even have time to breathe. great singapore sales is coming around and i need my retail therapy big time!

boo! shakespeare on love play has changed to thus aka labour day aka my only day to slack =( the sistic people says they dont sell student tiks on friday (like wth?!) they shldnt deprive us poor student of art u know!

anyway i came across this on the coveted and it really inspires me.

"Fashion isnt going to save the world. It's not going to solve problems. But looking good helps you feel good and that's a step."

god. yst was terrible.

3am: woke up with a terrible stomachache. threw up everything i ate the previous night. yea meaning i smelt campbell soup in my puke. ya gross i know.

6.15am: woke up again to the sound of mika's lollipop. nauseous feeling still there. dragged myself outa bed and got ready for sch.

7.10am: felt so weak. everytime i stand up i felt like vomiting and fainting. ate some papaya in hope of feeling better.

7.15am: saw sheryl's msg "morning! wait at big steps! =)" msg jia yi to apologise tat i cant go to the movie with her today. dozed off while laying on comfy mr. bear

10am: called mummy to send out an sos. she didnt pick up. saw einny's and reb's msgs but had no energy to reply at all.

1.45pm: called mum again. no reply again. mustered all the energy i had left and went to see the doc. felt so sick and alone.

3pm: dr. tan said it's possibly viral infection and indigesition (WHAT?!) took my prescription and walked back home.

3.20pm: watch abit of tv. dn angel was showing. dozed off again while watching.

6pm: dad came home and asked what i wanna eat. bread said i.

8pm: called mum. no respond again. watched tv till 9

9pm: ate medicine. horrible. feeling like throwing up again. squated infront of the toilet seat resisting the wave of puke coming out.

9.10pm: drowsing feeling. retreaded to bed.

gosh jia yi totally shocked me today with her amazing song writing talent. i swear i thought she was going to go into some weird rumble of words and mismatch tune but she totally left me in awe. her voice and the lyrics just blown me away. alright, jia yi, u're not a bimbo, happy? =)

and that sweet sweet girl wrote me a poem titled when you look me in the eye, after the jonas brother song that i kept singing.

and these are all the cards that my crazy retarded fun loving frens gave me! <3


we're thinking of setting up a band and join songfest next year. einny as the keyboardist, jia yi/reb as the vocalist and me as the drummer. though i duno how to play the drums HAHA. wait we need a guitarist. shoot.

Photos galore! songfest + newspaper collection

songfest kinda sucked actually. the soloists all damn CMI except last year's winner. he sounds like maroon 5's frontguy. but some bands were actually quite good like ready, set, zap and the chickens (i think that's their names lah) corile won first! yeay! so mean of the ppl to boo them la. no sportsmanship at all. vivi is totally crazy bout mc la. keep gushing about him. poor joel lol.

i totally hate newspaper collection. so boring and tiring. somemore must wake up so early. i'm damn emo when i'm sleep deprived. in sheryl's words, it's "you emit a GLOW when u sleep enf." really duno y jia yi was looking forward to it lah. and geng hao was like super enthu which is like so weird.

i duno y she's making a big fuss out of this. i mean every class sure got cliques one wad. just that we're abit louder talkative doesnt mean we bully them k? and the lunch thing totally didnt work out. there's still a clear distinction between us.

my new tution teacher really sucks man. i think she's too nice and her teaching is like greek to me. i miss mr foo sooo badly!!! i cant believe i actually miss him hitting me and cracking those super cold lame jokes la! actually i miss jay too! he's like so gay, speaks like an ah-sao and looks like an over-aged hairdesser but he's got the substance!

didnt feel like going home so met up with kang at tm. think i'm insane. i went there in the morning, noon and evening. but i guess it beats home. everyday i go home to an empty house, which makes me feel really lonely. and when there's ppl at home, i just feel like getting out of it. it's just so ironic.

ok so some other branded colleges have lesson till 7pm and we're suppose to do the same? haha i was damn zonked out the whole time during the 2 hr maths lecture la. anyway ended up chatting with jia yi for 2 hrs, and rebecca was eavsdropping the whole time LOL apparently jia yi has this thing going on for john. not really a thing but u know...curious i guess? but she ends up shooting john in 'who-will-i-shoot-shag-and-marry.' such an irony haha. she asked me who will i picked and duh obviously i will shoot john and shag the rest? damn i can be such a bitch sometimes x)

our pw groups are out and surprise suprise i got the person i 'shooted' as my team member. siannnnn. the others are good though, pei zhi and alicia! =) i think that fat ass is behind this lor, always trying to break up me and my clique. chinese like tat. suddenly pw also i alone.

songfest is tmr!!! stupid jia yi make me so excited bout it now! ok totally random but vivi's laughters are so evil!

first impressions are decieving. some people can look so beautiful. so beautiful tat it crushes your self-esteem. but as you get to know them well enough, you see beyond the porcelain exterior and see nothing but a empty vase. it's such a pity that they have absolutely no character to go with their looks. pity,pity.

i'm sick of guitar alr. gosh i'm really fickle minded but classical guitar is so boring and lao du. y cant they have an electronic guitar ensemble. that would be so way freakin cool man! hahah! somehow i'm feeling alot happier these days with the expection of being pissed at one SOB. anyway i'm really starting to like my class =)

went back to hsc to collect o lvl cert with kang kang today. bumped into mr chiam, he seemed genuiely surprised and happy to see me. chatted for quite a bit. saw mr yap too =) secondary years are still the happiest times in my education life.

headed to town next to collect my lit notes from kino. snacked the whole day with kang. started with sausage and prate, then cookie crumble yougurt, then some korean soup thingy that has rice cake inside. super spicy damn shiok. walked around aimlessly at hereen before deciding to go canele at paragon. i'm so in love with that place. however cliche this may sound, the desserts there are just heaven in your mouth. which girl can say no to pretty cakes, chocolate and macarons?

randomly walked into hmv and checked out utada hikaru's and ken hirai's new albums. omg they're both so good, i'm so gonna get them. provided if i have the moolah lah =(

great. i've got a sunburn on my face for standing in the sun during fire drill. it's really painful when the water and prespiration gets in and really itchy too. not to mention the flakey skin peeling off.

went shopping with ei nitar today, haha realised our tastes are totally different. she really likes flowery designs but i prefer more rock/ retro/ casual stuff. anyways bought 2 paul frank tops and earrings from bugis street while ei nitar got this bohemian headband.

met up with the pre-u sem ppl and went to interview the ceo of international enterprise. though he's a big shot, he's really friendly and interactive. he gave us some really great, interesting insights but the topic of interview is just too dry, it's on economics this kinda stuff, just not my cup of tea. the whole session lasted 53 min, i think if it's any longer i would've dozed off.

omg, jing ming just msged me GH is on DS! this is way cool. wait. she's say i've gotta get the extra set of buttons to play it. damn.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!
the below maybe a joke. or not. if you know me well enough, i guess you'll be able to tell x)

i seriously dont give a shit how rich u are. i cant stand it when u think that money can settle every single thing. there's something that money cant buy, trust. please how rich can u be? richer than my frens? i doubt it. people who are affulent and use their money to help the less fortunate, that's wad i call rich. rich in the heart. so please stop giving me all the "nevermind, i'm rich" bull. cause the next time it wont be just another 'accidental' step on your pathetic toes.

damn. she really like to demoralise us alot. all the crap that we scored badly and ended up here. hello i've got 10 and i chose to come here. wad a load of bull. first 3 months were so much better. everything there was perfect. the people, the surroundings and even the toilets. and they actually made an effort to encourage us and yet maintain the level of strictness. i dont think i'll ever stop comparing 2 of them in these 2 years.

you know how sometimes you just feel so incomplete? like parts of you are missing? i mean they're seriously great friends but i just cant be who i really am with them, unlike in 4e4.

alright, on a brighter note, jiayi, ei nitar and vivi actually fell for my april's fool joke! but hey they got back at me, real bad lol!