it sucks when i'm so dead beat
and didnt have anything to say for the first time in my life.
i know i can do it,
but now i feel so wasted that i couldnt perform to my fullest potential.
it sucks that i know i can do so much better but let fatigue take over my body.
it sucks even more that people just keep rubbing salt to my wound
and acting oblivious about it.
i really dont know now whether i can do this.
i'm so dissapointed with myself.